This is the continuation of the one shot I did on Xellos...Oh well nothing
I ever write is complete. Looks at Planes-Walker and scowls. Anyway
this one is the same situation but Lina's point of view.
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For one second imagine you were told whom you were going to marry by
your parents. Now imagine that this decision was something decided centuries
before you were even born to a man you never even new. What would you
do. You would do the same thing I do I hope you would rebel. You would
show him that you are not some possession to be won at a carnival and
you would find ever mean of punishing him that you could so by some slim
chance he�d let you go. So I do what I�ve always done find some poor
shmuck and chum up to him real nice. You know If I even look at another
man he gets jealous. We could just be friends like me and Zel and immediately
all of the sudden I�m back to being a wife. He wraps his arm around
me, gives a dirty look, or worst of all he just annoys the poor bastard
until he leaves.
Understand I�m not saying I hate my arranged, I mean deranged husband.
I just don�t like the idea of being forced to do anything. Its not
like he loves anything or even me. He probably feels the same way I do
in the end. Like someone is twisting your arm to get married just to
fulfill some legacy. Its just he doesn�t like being showed up right?
Who cares though its not like someone would ever want my company for
eternity any way? I look down at the useless band on my finger, It�s
a lie the only thing eternal is death and I�m not ready for that yet.
I look back across the campsite at Xellos. Why do you stay? You never
wanted me anyway.